Friday, November 25, 2011


I write a book about me and you so I remember all the memories that we've done..I use a black pen on white paper so any one could read clearly..I make the words not to small and not to big so its just enought space to wright it all down..I put some of my heart in it so you know how I feel about each memory..and i cut my hand a poor the blood on the book for you to understand all the pain I felt.. :) I'll give the book to you soon..with a rose as well

Thursday, November 24, 2011


What seem so easy turn out to be so hard..just words dont mean any thing..it's what we do..a relationship is hard work..once you enter it...you can never go back so easy.. to get out of it..you need to feel sad , heartbroken and lost of spirit..thats why people say looke fo the one you truely love before you get anything with him/her..

Wednesday, November 23, 2011


Started small we became friends..you became big and we are now no longer as we once be..people say if we are small we can become big..but once we are big we can never become small again..even if we are no longer together..but the memories will always be with us..I know uyou still miss our memories together as I do..I love you not as a friend..but as a family..and I will always do..even if your burning me slow from the inside.. :'(

Monday, November 21, 2011


Talking to you..hmm your words are so painfull..ignoring you only makes me fell worst..some times hmm..when people not looking im crying about you..always thinking was the things I did you were that wrong..am I really a bad person in your eyes? Why? I want us to be as we are..now I feel like I've gave you a poison apple..and you fall a sleep..and the one awake is a different woman..a demon wearing a mask..I just hope you realise and...

wake up once more to change back all the wrong being...

Thursday, November 17, 2011



Away from you Im under the rain , Near you I feel the pain.. U cant understand what I am but love restrain us toghether again.. Im hurt and I still cant fight it becouse im not yet a man.I a boy true, thats why I "still need people to tie lases on my shoe". The memory of you and struk me once again..remind me of my words that spoken towards.. knowing why I should love you again and fight for the relationship again..

Kegembiraan memenuhi pelajar sekolah atas percutian panjang yang akan berkemandang. Keindahan pemikiran mereka berpusing kearah tuju mereka demi memenuhi percutian tahun ini. Hari pengakhiran sekolah mereka bergembira , bersuka ria bersama kawan-kawan tercinta. Indahnya dunia ketika muda. Tidak kepada saya, yang bejauhan daripada sahabat dan kawan-kawan. Tasha berpindah alih ke Kajang yang akan susah untuk diketemui. Wanie yang jauh berasrama memang sukar sekali didengari. tingal hanya Huzairi dan Ila disini menemani senang suasah hari-hari ku disekolah ini tetapi mereka juga bersebokan dengan hal-hal mereka sendiri. jawabnya kesorangan diriku merempuhi alam persekolahan tahun ini. Bimbang dan runsing pemikiran ku akankah kita berlima bersama bergembira kembali pada percutian tahun ini. Hanya tuhan sahaja yang mampu menjawab persoalan ku ini. Sesungguhnya keindahan yang dikecapi tidak bermakna tanpa sahabat disisi.