Hey back again - It's a hold new train . A hold new ride to a hold new journey for you. I can see your pain . I can feel your heart brokenest. Im so sorry you have to feel what I have been felting all this time. You deserve better then this. All I can say is it's time for your eclipse to come. After the light hiden behine the moon shows once more it's a new desiny to all. New ways , new light and new story. Hope you could just still keep your smile.

-: Be strong my friend :') :-

I see you,I talk to you,I day dream of you and I will always help you.
Want to know why? Yes becouse I like you. I could never truely love you becouse you dont love too, I could never have you becouse you already have him, I could never hold you like he hold you becouse your emotions towards him are not as pure as yours emotion towards me.I wish I could be him and take care of you as good as he does but what to doo hmm.. I will always be your friend in hardnest and worst :')

~: I like you :~

I love making you happy..evendoo I does mean getting you and him/her together .. yes it makes me happy but It also does tear me appart...each piece of my heart shater like a snake skin...every time I make you smile for him/her it makes more lost puzzle of my heart.. As much It hurts me to make you happy with him but I just couldnt suffer making you sad...I would rather be die than to see you sad... and I would rather be alone and lonely than to see your future with me and n unhappy :'(

That's how deep my love would suffer for you...

"Sebab kau Izwan,aku gaduh dengan anak aku"

Hmm..sape tak terasa hati..dah nak dekat berbulan aku tak menitiskan air mata langsung..tetiba malam ni memang tak tahan...Ya Allah sedih gila...tak terkata hati nii berlubang bagai mana..selama ni kau kata apa tak pernah aku terasa..aku sedar aku siapa..dah lama sangat..malam nii memang nak meletup ajer..berabar..ko panggil aku tak guna, tak kenal budi , tak tau malu , bodoh... aku dah anggap ko sebagai keluarga aku dah.. orang yang lebih tua daripada aku.. sumpah aku cakap kalo orang lain tuu panggil aku macam aku dah bantai samapai mampus dah..tapi sebab ko keluarga..orang yang aku hormat..orang yang aku sayang..aku tahan diri aku..aku bantai hati aku sendiri..smapai air mata aku meleleh..tak terkata..aku ingat opah.. Arwah Mama..yang selalu mengajar aku untuk bersbar...Ya Allah aku takkan terniat untuk membenci ko..I love you..tapi malam nii..memang dah terlebih batas lah..tak tahu lah mungkin esok lusa aku masih tak boleh maafkan tapi aku tahu.. ko keluarga aku.."True Blood" or not I will still forgive you..I tak pernah lupa setiap benda baik yang you buat..sebab tu I takterdetik langsung untuk mengutuk atau menghina you..I sayang you sangat as my own grandmother..bu still you treat me like this...arrhhh..sedih gila..I xsampai hati nak tulis semua kata² you..I xnak orang padang serong terhadap you..tapi please lah..its to much..I ni pun human jugak..tak kira laki atau perompuan tetap ada perasaan..sedih lorrhh x trkata!

Iwan minta maaf sangat²..Iwan mintak halalkan makan dan minum Iwan and all barang² yang telah **** *** berikan terhadap Iwan..terima kasih sangat..

Hey me again,who else!
You want to know a secret?last night I was on the fone with her..I talk to her to clear my thought and also hers..It was just a few minits..the best part I fell a sleep around an hour and half after the conversation..and during that I dream of me in her class talking to her knowing her even more..cheern fo her with her results and sending her back home..old fokes say.."If you dream of someone might as well you may have a future with that person".but it got me thinking.Am I really into her?I know that I hate to admit my own emotions but is this really throw..and the big question mark hear is..Does she have the same emotion for me to?

An answer I would die to know! :)hmmm..

Asalam'ulaikum,Iz hear :3
..yes me..the one and only talking about the sweet memories of my dearest friends from the far country..haha..any how..hari tu kite orang hang ramai².. berempat lah :3..dapat jugak terungkit kisah lama antara kiteorang..dapa rasa enjoy seperti dulu..walaupun dah kekurangan dua orang sahabat..but still enjoy :) setiap hur-hara dan pening kepala dapat terungkit semula..happy giler tak terkata lah..tertutup jugak pilu di jiwa nii..memang Iz ramai kawan..ramai jugak best friends..tapi dorang memang takan Iz lupakan..jangan salah anggap..yang lain tu pun Iz tak lupakan..cuma dorang ni lah boleh kata..kaki tangan tulang belakang Iz..haha.. but any how..all the memories I spent with them ment a thousand stars to me! Tasha,Wanie&Daniel They are the stamp that keep me the rose standing..and you all the rest of my true friends are the thorn that protecs me.. :) I dont need to say the rest of your names you no it your self :)

****Rocket throw the sky,friendship will never die****

Awal dantang muka gaya hero..tak lama kemudian mula ko punya tandok menimbul..depan orang ko mencerita diri ko bagus..ada ini ada itu..belakang barang kawan ko-ko rembat.. tak cukup busk..ko burukkan kawan ko tu.. sekali dua memang lah orang percaya cerita ko lama-lama orang pun berfikir..tak semua otak singkat macam ko..kesian dowwhh dengan ko..suka tikam...mcam pisau..bak kata orang English.. "Backstabber"..